it’s been so crazy lately. scary night of almost losing my best friend in a car crash, not getting along with the family, my emotions are in a big jumble. i’m losing sight of my priorities, my grades are dropping because i’m so set on enjoying life right now. i want to go out with friends and have fun, i don’t want to do what’s important. i’m losing sight of who i used to be. I was so into pleasing everyone so they were proud of me, but lately i’ve been disappointing them all. 

i just want to get back on track.

i’m worried about you, but you act like you don’t want to talk about it and i want to respect your feelings but at the same time i’m still worried about you. i want you to know i’m here for you, know that if you ever need anything my shoulder is here for you to cry on. it’s really the worst when you feel like everything you’ve ever cared for is gone, when your life has gone to the dumps. but i can assure you, it’ll get better even if it’s not now or not anytime soon, it will get better. and i may not have the best advice but i’ll listen to every single word you say because i care and because it matters. it’s so important to me that you feel like you’re not alone. so i’m here, talk to me or just cry and let it all out. no matter what, i care.